So proud of you.

Im so proud of Darling. He look smart in his NS uniform.
I know he can survive through all sorts of tough training, because, he promised me :)


Darling's parents, Darling and Me


Happy family. Ben is so swt :)


Darling!

quote from his blog:
Girl, thank you for being part of my life. I’m so sorry it’s only phone calls I can give you most of the time, but hearing your voice at the end of the day makes every shit that I went through training worthwhile. Even if it’s only for a minute, hearing your voice and knowing that you’re safe and fine makes me feel content.
Thank you for standing by me under these circumstances. I love you, Cheryl. You make my world perfect.

This boy nv failed to touched my heart and make me smile all day.
Despite it is just a phone call from the faraway tekong, it warmth up my heart.
During his 2weeks of confinment, this silly thicked skin boy, went ard to take phonecards from his friends, stand at the payphone corner alone, to call me up every single night.
U tell me, how can i not be touched by his silly actions? Even though, most of the time he is not with me, but i know, his heart is somehow with me all along.

Darling, i know u're trying hard to go through all the shit training, keeping urself safe and sound & not to waste a single minute to spent time with me on weekends.
Darling, u just make me feel so blessed that i found you. What did i do to deserve such a sweet boyfriend. I love you more than words can ever say, Jason chua <3

Tags
bobby: How can u bear to kill me? im ur beloved sis leh :D
kat: hopefully, there is no 1mth for me :( i love u sis!
boyfV: yea of cos, with jason. & weekends im with u guys :D enjoying every single day of my life.
juju: Pls, u have verlynn alr. Dont come and snatch jason with me. Haha.
LBL: u still have us! what lonely. kuku sia.
verlynn: No problem! What are friends for? right? :D we just merely following our heart. Haha.

Clique :)

Sent Darling off to pasir ris with his family.
I can see how much he didn't bear to leave us :(
Before he left, he still ask his family to take gd care of me. How caring can that boy be.
& no doubt, his family are super nice ppl :D

Everything started off on a monday aftnoon.
From cityhall's nyny, explanade to fulleraton walk.
Went back home with a smile :)








Shujuan Verlynn Cheryl




Me and Juan




Roy! All my individual photos are credit to him :)












College done by me :)

Shujuan

Verlynn

Roy

Juju

Juju with Verlynn


The others

Ivan


If our love is a game, u've already won it.
Because, u took over all my heart.
Darling, lets embrace our beautiful present tgt :)

Bookout day

EDITED.
On friday, i rushed down to braddell heights to meet Darling after my night class.

He didn't change alot throughout the 2weeks in tekong.

& he just came back with a tan body and bigger chest, like BIGGER. Haha.

I was so gald that, he spent his fri night and weekends with me :) as well as the alrite clique.

It feels so good that we can have some gathering aft some time.

Chompchomp, darling's place on friday. Town, TheDarkKnight, darling's place on sat.

Wearing the zara tee i bought for him :D

This boy made my weekend so much happier and even shopping in carrefour was made fun with him ard. You know what darling, u're the sweetest thing in my life.

Despite, u have bigger chest, like to irritate me using your sarcastic sentences, but, i still love you as much. Thank you for all the tolerance and trust in me. I seriously love this bald

recruit Q X Cai! (even with his ugly stupid black specs) Haha. Of cos, i love my bro and sis too!

Tags

marc: xiaoshuaige bro, don't be so bad. Haha.

boyfV: too obiously who are u alr. Haha. i love you too!

bobby: u can upgrade from bobby the dog to bob the bulider too! Lol. Sorry bro :)

LBL: What u wan? wan me to love u too? Haha.

Mit 0705: i know u guys enjoy tagging my blog using different names right. Whatsmore in fromt of me. Lol.

Jason: Did i make u tag? Haha. Je'taime :D

Heartache

Life is so fragile. Everything is fated.

Everyone has abide to fate.

Life and death is the most cruel and dishearting thing on earth.

Rest in peace, Yeewen.

This incident allows me to reflect on my life. The people around me, my family, my friends.

It made me realized that how important is cherishing people around u, definately.

How i wish u were here with me, by my side. I love you.

School's boring, not.

//EDITED.
Tags.
sharona: Hello!
bobby: Why cannot? becos Jason ask me to cut, lol.
jacq: The bag was a gift from my exbf :)
aaron: why :( ? Cheer up!

Repaired my creative hair over at juno's with the accompany of dearest Shujuan :) Decided to lunch over at Sakura with my classmates. Somehow, everyone got into the mood of camwhoring, hence explained the amount of photos uploaded here.


Shujuan Verlynn Cheryl


Shujuan Aaron Cheryl Roy Yuhang Willson Verlynn Julian


The boys






Shujuan and Me


Willson and Me






Verlynn and Me








LOL!

With Roy


With Aaron






With Julian

Darling!

I miss my loverboy!
He is definately a sweetie, never failed to make me smile and make me anticipating to 10pm every single day!
I miss u more than words can ever say.
I love you, Jason Cai Yi Xian.

Emotional period

It has been 2days without dearie by my side. I fucking miss this sweety boy of mine.
I've been paranoid, worrying abt him all day, thinking of him every moment.
Aniticipating to 10pm for his call everyday. This sweety boy, nv fail to cheer me up.
Silly boy, don't ever gonna blame urself for neglecting me, becos u're not. U're serving the nation, im proud of you dearie.



On his enlistment date, he actually make a effort to wait under my block and send me to school early in the morning. We had breakfast tgt in nyp, aftermaths he send me to my lecture. The embrace made everything worst. I feel like crying at that point of time. This sweety really did touched me with his post. My eyes were filled with tears when i finished reading the post.


To Dearie,
Your words and thoughts really did touched my heart totally.
I never ever thought i could make u feel sweet and happy.
I want to stay in ur embrace and nv let go at times too.
Don't be low esteem just becos of your hair, because to me, u're already the best, the best thing i could ever had.
I should be the one saying that you really filled my life with colours and warmth.

You said,
I don’t know if this arrangement is Fate’s cruel joke, because this is perhaps the worst timing for anything to ever happen.


Dearie, i totally believe we're able to make it the best out of the worst timing, right?
I know you won't be able to be there for me much of the time because of army. I seriously don't mind.
I just want to cherish what i have now.
Cherish every single moment spent with you my dear.
I think i should be the one thanking you. For staying by my side, treating me like a princess, loving me with all your heart, cheering me up & being there for me.
You make me feel my presence in this harsh & realistic world.
You make me indulged in your honeyed words and passionate love.
I love you too dearie, i meant it :)


I made this decision, i trust my decision. For him, i really don't mind how other people judge me & comment me. Yes, im prepared for everything, even its the worst. Im sorry if i really disappointed u guys. I know myself the best. I might be very selfish, yes, i totally agree. But i don't want to have regrets in my life. I was just merely following my heart. And i think, i made the right choice.


Random photos taken during Lebin's birthday.
5a is still my love, always.











Caught Wanted and The strangers recently. 2 stupid show.
Red cliff is next!

I hope time can pass faster.
Can't wait for 25th!
I gonna hug Dearie & nv let go. I miss you my love.

Everything seem so sudden and random.
We randomly got to know each other, randomly play around, randomly go on dates tgt.
I didn't know things will eventually become like that.
But what i can say is, its fate and chemistry which bring us tgt.

Thanks for everything u did for me all these while.
Thanks for the yellow braces i demand.
Thanks for the smses, which nv failed to make me smile every single day.
Thanks for the happy times we spent tgt.
Thanks for taking care of me every single day without fail.
Thanks for carrying my laptop around e whole day without any complains.
Thanks for fetching me from school.
Thanks for all the comments and posts which make me feel v v touched.

I gonna miss u like mad, i know.
I know its going to be tough.
I really don't mind at all, i believe in you, believe in us. Right?



My love, Jason.


I know u did your best, i know how u feel. Thanks for being understanding towards me. I know u always do, always dote on me, care for me. Being with u gonna be one of the best moments ever. I'll be always kept in my heart, 150405.

Jason's house

So i was Jason's crib yesterday. Rushed down right after my 8.30pm class to meet up with Jason. Basically it was just some random gathering over at his place. But, it was nv boring with them around :)


Renee and Bobby




Me and Bobby, the one who keep suan-ing people when he is drunk. Haha.
where got ppl dye gold colour hair one? where got ppl wear white tshirt slp one?
Kept emphasis-ing he is a decent and nice guy. LOL.


Me and Jason, the gold hair boy.
Been meeting up with him almost everyday, thanks for making me smile everyday boy.


Toktong and Me
& i swear, he resemble like VICKY HUANG! sooooooo vicky.


Another Cheryl with Junzhang.
Ain't this photo looks sweet.


Katrine, 2 Cheryls and Junzhang

Terry is tispy, Bobby is suan-ing ppl, Jason's bro Ben, after 1shot.

Renee and Katrine

The wonderful girls!

I love the alrite clique!

Daily Routine.

Meeting up with Jason&co almost everyday after school becomes a daily routine.
And i really need to thank him for a thousand times for hlping me out with my project :)
Euro cup finals session at sara's pub aftermaths renee's crib.
Movie session, WANTED, with jason&co, inclusive of lebin, sharmine, cindy & eloys.
Last minute K-box session on thursday night was great as well.
Life's great with all the fun peeps around. No doubt i love them v much :)


Cheryl Renee Katrine


The Boy Band


Junzhang Frank Nic Jason




I can be your hero baby~ Oldies!


Renee Phua


Cheryl Ong


Jason Chua




Tong Junzhang, SP contestant m3!

Just came back home from Jason's crib. Photos will be upload when bobby send all to me :)
I swear im gonna miss those guys when they're enlisted. I love my friends.