Request

Thinking back, I became your gf on your enlisting date, very dumb right.
Can i choose to back out now?

Our relationship seems so sudden, so random.
We knew each other less than a month, meet less than 30times, all of a sudden we developed feelings for each other, somewhere, somehow, and we got together. Until now, we've been together for 78days and everything's going smooth for us. Which i am very very glad.

I know at times i am very unreasonable. Keep pestering you to cook for me, to buy tidbits for me, to go shopping with me, brew tea for me, waiting for me because i am always late for the dates, piggyback me when i am tired, sent me home and you walked back home, doing the (no darling no woof woof) thing for me, being there for me when i almost breakdown, doing all sorts of silly & stupid things to make me happy despite you're already damn tired.

I appreciated it all :)

However, i felt very useless whatever i think of the moments i disappointed you. Like the photo incident, i know you're still very furious about it. And the cooking incident you remember? End up its a misunderstanding when we opened up with each other. I just don't ever want to see your disappointed face ever again. I am so sorry about it.

I've alot of fun during your block leave. All the clubbings, cookings, shoppings, meeting up every single day made my life so much better.
Its has been pretty tough to adapt to the life after your block leave. Its back to the "anticipate to weekends" days.
No doubt, i loathe national service for separating us.
I know you're downright depressed about your posting, while i can't do anything about it.
It hurts me to see your depressing face lah, really.
Like what i told you, endure it through okay?
You can do it Darling. Its just another 1yr 8months.
I want you to know that, no matter what happens, i'll be here for you.

It was the most unexpected moment, that the sweetest love hits me.
To found you, was one of the luckiest thing in my life.
You've been a great bf, seriously.
You never failed to make me smile, brighten up my day, filling up my heart with all your love.
You're just what, a relationship is all about.

p.s So thankful that i found you in phuture. No, should be Katrine found you in phuture. Thanks Kat.
And, can you stop changing my surname to Chua, very soon you'll want to even change my blog's url right? You kuku!


Whatever it is, everything sums up to 5 simply words,




I Love You, Jason Chua
very much

Random

Singapore flyer with Darling. Wasn't as much as i expected.

We was playing with candles out Darling's place that night.
My Darling is a stupid kid with no childhood, that idiot went to torture a snail. And he even ask me to clean the candle wax outside his house. Until now, the wax is still there.


Darling's masterpiece, haha. Eh i didn't force him to do that.


Mine! I think im the laziest of all, scroll down and you'll know why. Haha.


Jaselin's.


Frank's :) Eh me and jason spent alot of time removing the wax, then give up halfway, next time don't do so long one can. Haha.


Junzhang's. Don't ask me whats that, looks like a fish. Haha.

It's all about you

Been spending quality time with Darling and the alrite clique for the past one week.
It has been a whole week of events happening every single day.
Life has been great for me, with Darling around.
The only 2 misfortunates are, my laptop was sent to the repair centre because of the graphic problem, currently im using Darling's laptop for the period of time.
I should upload the rest of the photos when i got back my darn laptop.
And im down with sore throat, flu and cough now.

On the note that academic results are out.
I did well compared to the previous semester, it was much more of contented than sense of acheivement. I guess, i shld work harder in academic for the coming semesters. Of cos, with the hlp of my classmates & Darling (which u promised to) HAHA.




It was mos that night. Anyway, some unpleasant thingy happened that night.
It was such a eye opener for me to see, how ugly humans can be. I finally understood, its not worth any tears of mine anymore.
Thanks Darling for being there for me.



Thank you for spending the week with me, in fact, every single minute u could ever give me.
It is indeed, miserable for the parting after the one week block leave.
I know, u're upset over the posting.
I just want to let you know that, whatever it is, you'll always be the best in my heart & i'll always be here for you, going through all the shit with you.
Be it a officer, commando, clerk, recce, nothing gonna change the fact that u're still my loveable silly Darling Jason Chua right?
For me, please endure everything, ensure that u'll get out of it safely, because ur dumb & unreasonable gf is waiting for u to book out every weekend/ everyday to accompany her.
U're the best i could ever get, silly boy. I love you.

POP :)

So proud of you darling :)




Welcome to P.Tekong


Spot me and Darling's mum


Happy family


Sandwiched between his 2 darlings, haha


The hawk coy!

My dearest boy went through his recruit life for the past 2 months.
He suffered, as well as enjoyed the fun times spent with his bmt friends.
He made new friends, which are very nice people :)
No doubt that bmt are the best & most memorable days in the army.

As his gf, i went through the days missing him alot, the 2weeks confinement period, the 6days field camp, spending the pathetic weekends with him.
I've learn to be a more understanding gf, understand that he tried his best to spend time with me, understand that he had to go through all these, it wasn't a choice for him.
I am so gald that he learnt, which made him a grown up person :)

Darling, i really appreciated all the phone calls, messages and the time spent with me on weekends. You're already trying your very best to commit into this relationship. Whatever it is, you're already the best to me :)

A great week ahead :)

Darling's POP was great. It was definately a great experience for me, to visit p.tekong :) The performance by them was good as well. You can see all the happy faces on the parade, filled with sense of achievement. I was so proud of my Darling, private chua :D

Happy belated birthday to mummy! Darling, jaselin and frank came over for the mini celebration as well. We had some good time laughing at frank's Thriller dance moves & fake eyelash :D

Double o with alrite clique yesterday. But i kinda prefer phuture and stjames more. Thanks marvin for your drink :) and it was my 1st time ever have to take care of people in the club.






Cute right!




Melvin, thanks for the discount :) Canele's cake are delicious.


Frank don't kill me pls, anw, u look so pretty with the lashes :D

Darling, life's great with you around. I just hope time will slow down whenever we're spending time together :) I love you.

I'll try to upload the pop photos asap.
And i gonna get Darling to fix this darn laptop of mine :(

For you, Xsg :)

Xiao shuai ge, all the best for your enlistment :)
I gonna miss chatting with you till late night, sharing my troubles with you, steamboat, hellokitty joke, staying over at jason's place, and sending me all the nice songs! Take good care of urself okay! 10days of confinement gonna be nothing to you :) Cheer up :)


Gonna see how u march and sing on the parade, recruit chua.


Its filling up ... real soon.

update again soon :)

<3

Due to some unpleasent incident, I was so so gald that Darling was able to book out on this particular friday.
We caught Wall-e with Nic & his gf, it was so awkward that we actually booked sat's tickets instead of fri's, luckily we manage to find some empty seats to settle down.
We went to supper with Shiyan & Wl. It was so nice catching up with them :)

Sat was visiting my aunt's place with Darling & dinner at Serangoon gardens with the alrite clique, mainly was supposed to have a proper gathering before xiao shuai ge's enlisting.
Xiao shuai ge, all the best to you ah! Police chill one lah :) Im gonna miss chatting with you till late night and exchanging songs :(
After that was chilling session at Darling's house. Headed home at 7am, leave house at 8.30am to meet him. So shag.


love


Candid


I surprised him with a new wallet, i transferred all his stuff over to the new wallet. When he asked for his wallet, it was so shiok to see his surprised face. Hope you'll like it Darling :)


Jaselin Bobby Cheryl


Lovely gf of mine


Brother & Me


Darling, you don't have to be sorry alright. Its none of your fault anyway. I can totally understand the kind of feelings you're having now :)
Anticipating to wed, our monthsary & your pop :) Im so gonna laugh at you while sitting at the audience seats. Haha. I love you :)

I miss recruit chua :(

Life is like this, the reality always seems too cruel for me to be in. Humans are born to be selfish in some ways. This sucks big time. The facts are so ugly, downright ugly.

A day-out with Xiao shuai ge & Bobby :) The 2 good souls accompanied me to town to get something & we filled our stomachs with seoul garden for dinner :D Chilling session by the bay was good :D Xiao shuai ge, i wana sit first class lehhh!


Xiao Shuai Ge


Hello Kitty guy (inside joke)


What sia


Marc & Bobby


Again


Impressed by his steadyness today


Haha!

Recruit chua might be confine this week :( Argh.
Totally burn up my plans on sat to bring him to my cousin's place for bd celebration & the alrite gathering :((( I totally got no mood for everything.
I miss him so much :(
However, im anticipating to wed, his pop day & our 2nd monthsary :)


My bf is good in bed
you know, you gonna sacrifice something in exchange, Haha.